Yea, I'm outta ideas for titles and I'm just bored now so can't expect anything! Classes started up again and it seems like everywhere I turn I've got an exam :|. Only like a month left though till I'm done, can't wait >(. This year is supposed to be my final year I suppose (if I pass everything). Originally I had just planned to do 3 majors and just be done with school but now I'm being pressured to do masters after and it's just driving me upppp theee wallllllllllllllll. ANYWAYSSSSSSSSSS *insert gripe about SS oragnizer here* Hammy was talking bout some way to only view ss from certain dates or what not but I'm too much of a rere to figure it out so w/e :|.

( Onwards to the shonies, yes shonies )

Ok it's more like too late for anything witty D: I would update more but it's such a PAIN to upload what you want to photobucket because of the shitty interface. I tried the bulk uploader, which is fine and dandy, but I can't seem to make out anything even on the largest settings; imagine that eh? I'd kill for someone with a brain to develop a program that will let you choose pictures on your computer and sync them enmasse with your fucking picture hosting account, I mean really is that so hard to do?

Anyways, after the mind numbingly awesome search of my screen shot folders to upload pictures...wait that doesn't do it justice at all. So people at the windowers place decided to put in a plugin feature that organizes your screen shots into which zones you take them in and by day. First impression was that holy shit this is awesome but hindsight is always 20/20. While I'm flipping through the screenshots folder I noticed the very uncomfortable fact that while having everything sorted by zones is cool, I have to have a memory of a fucking robot to remember where to look for ss I took that day. Sure it's got the date on it....after you click on the zone. What I liked about the old ss way was that everything was in sequential order, you took a ss and you next one would be right after it. Now you'll have to look for the right zone, pray you find the right day, back up a few folders, look in another zone, pray you find something in the matching date and hope that the two screen shots connect. I appreciate the plugin and all but really wondered if they actually tried to use it before putting it into action. I'm sure they could have, oh I don't know, sorted screen shots by day then by zone instead of the other way around.

Ok enough of that, let's get on with this cockbullery before I pass out seeing as how it's 4 am!

( HEY LOOK FORTY-SEVEN IMAGES UNDER THE CUT )

I'm alive (*'-'); Been too lazy to update since I haven't been doing much lately :>. I was holding off on updating until I got omega done but silly side o bacon kept pushing back and back and back and finally did it today (*'-'). Anyways, it's been so long I've forgotten a buncha interesting dreams I wanted to remember :( I need to make a habit of just writing it down when I remember ;x.

( Dreamy )

Welp anyways on with ffxi D:! I've been lacking some stuff to do in game so I caved in and bought TF2 to play while there was nassing to do on ffxi :<.

( FFy stuff! )

Title refers to stuff after dream blog ;3

( Dream stuffz )

K so I was driving home today after my finals and we come up on a four way intersection. Across from me is a community guard gate thing and to the left and right are streets. So the lights red for my side and I'm the second car before the light. Our light to turn left turns red so we're stuck here but the crazy fucker infront of me tries to run it and nearly rams into the car going straight from the community. So I'm thinking damn fucking crazy mofo and I ease up into the front spot now. Next thing I know the fucking guy to my right gets the same idea and he fucking zooms off after all the cars going straight are done but almost runs into the cars turning right. So finally light turns green and I turn left and go up the bridge, hit another red light and infront of me I see a car with it's head facing my right but on coming traffic is going left, so I'm like wtf? I thought his car broke down but no this crazy fucker wanted to cut through on coming traffic to go across and nearly hits 2 cars doing so....Light turns green and I keep going, by this time it's like 2 or something and people are just getting out of highschool. So I'm going 45 when this blond ditz talking on her cellphone steps off the side walk and onto the road, mind you I'm driving on the closest lane to the side walk and I nearly run into the dumb bitch.

And this is why I hate driving, no matter how careful you are you could get fucked so many ways, I met all that shit just in one sitting -_-.



Well anyways didn't feel like digging through ss folder for a real update yet, so for now I'll just put up a few old pics I found :>


loljohnb!



WRU art :(



WHY HALLO THAR KEKEKE




Slott failing to solo ancient goobue :>






Owning some dude on ullikumi stone, epic




Few pictures of pell in bug mode :>





Taking advantage of teh afks momos




Adventures of invomonkeyblizy







And ending it with a sandwich between rae and noxxphrodita :D kekeke

Wow, I didn't even realize it's march already. Since I've stopped playing xi for a while its finally sunk in how much of a life waster xi really is. Sure I've always realized I've only played xi to pass time till I could find part time and shit to match up my schedule but man when you stop it really sinks in going day by day having no reason to do anything :<. Anyways I did login and do some stuff :> I'll skip about uh the 20 pairs of goliard trews we've gotten <_>. ( omg it's an update )

Last two entries have been friend's only because I'm an emo cunt with a huge drippy vag (*'-') (p.s. I rove you momo :D)

omz I live :>. I'd prolly update more if it didn't take so much effort to upload pictuars to pb :>. Anyways I recently got into playing cabal during closed beta, though now it's on open beta now and it's free. It's pretty fun for now, kinda diablo/wowesque mix. Combo system is kinda neat too, if you keep combo going your stuff does more dmg and you get more xp (*'-'). I also pk'd a buncha people before closed beta ended and got sent to jail lulz; it's one huge fucking maze and people say there's an exit and that if you find it you get let out >_>. Needless to say I failed to find it :| got nauseous after running around for a while so I just left it there for 2 hours till they let me out ;x. ( sum pics )

Not much going on in ff :>. Since I started messing with cabal I've had less time to play xi not to mention school and exams are rapingggg me :<.

Did some campaign and saw some slutty mithra with no top!


There was a rae there too!




Oh and a Vimes too I guess :>


A pretty kitteh too!


And the highest rank for campaign >_> so I don't have to do any campaign for a while :D



Speaking of Vimes, he got me the skill up ring from fish ranking (*'0') <3 I've put it to good use too! I'll try to find more time to fish but it's so time consuming :| I coulda sworn I took pic of me getting ring too but geh hard to flip through all the ss ;x.




Course also got buncha goodies from nyzul for everyone. I got cowboy hat which stinky says makes me look like a gay sheriff (*'-')



Here's us imitating an INfamous pair (*'-')




And here we have Slott being a cunt :(



Hammy with teh hax power.


Here's what flail looks like if you've never seen it lol >_>


Ended up with some sexy pants for stinky! along with 2 korazins(zans?>_>)


Went to do Ironjar with lolad too, otw there I decided to go from dvuuca since it's quicker and I saw some dead smn with blu af3 nm up >.>. So I was like ok... I raised her and her bard friend came back and they were kiting it around while she got raise. So I'm like about to port and bard is on teleport with like 2% hp left and smn has fenrir on nm. I cured bard and tried to port right after but he smacked me then I tried to kite it and he thundaga'd 2 me :|. Lesson, don't help pplz :(.






Oh and right lolad tier 1 again :| gonna be another half a year before they get to odin lol. Wondering if I should apply for Valgrind but their pst starts when I'm like making dinner :| either that or their window on when einherjar is going to be is like 4 hours long and no way in hell am I waiting that long. Flip side though I'll prolly never get another chance to be on equal standings with people to lot odin items hmmm :|.





Even though I don't have the other alchemy furniture I decided to get the sign cause it's fucking awesome (*'0'). I also have so much junk in my mog I don't even get any effect from it haha. Now I can swap to fishing guild and work on GP there for ebisu quest.




Apothecary owned (*'-')


Corny joke ._.)


Stinky visiting my new sign imposed room :D




Next is the story of a bored azn and what he does for entertainment.

mpking food mules outside selbina with whm af1 nm :D





Hay look gil sellers on ferry.



Wot's this?! bones come up this far up the ship?! or do they :D




Accidentally mpkd someone who was in captians room but it's ok! >_>




Went back on ferry to buy some more marlins and found more bots :D




Poor whm timed out at 1% :> tried to help but it was too late :x


Speaking of marlins, fucking zaldon cunt took like 75 of my fishes today and all I got was this shitty brigands chart :| I went and dug out old comic from EP!




Some other random crap :>

Learning body slam from nyzul :D


Why hallo thar interesting name


We look good ;o


And ofc vorpal wheelie :D awesomes animations :> too bad I didn't get an ss of rugdkhfwjt w/e's ws. Big white V from sword and on mob :> mebbe it'll be relic gsword ws that they'er gonna stick in for nyzul.





Anyways that's all for now :> Gonna have lessssss and lessss play time with school getting harder and not much to do in xi D:.

Still alive but like it says I just don't feel like doing a proper update at all.

I've had less and less reason to login now-a-days and with school starting up it might be time to think about hanging up the game on the months that there's no content updates. It wouldn't be as bad if I had people to play with I guess, but everyone's mostly busy or they suck complete ass and classes I've got this semester are pretty hard; I really don't think I can just sit around and pass without doing anything. I failed my rank up last night and I haven't done any campaign since to try and bring it up, left the campaign ops 80% done and haven't touch the rest of them, sch still 27 or something, bst 64, good + bad week on nyzul, shit for enm and that about sums it up for what I do in game.

Well anyways this was my break from doing class work so now back to reading and shit :|

Placebo happy new year entry :>. Maybe I'll add pics later idk!

Let's see what more misery and crap the new year can drag in!

















I kid ;3








or am I :>?

I should really get in the habit if making tiny updates instead of huge ones :>. The only problem is I hate digging through ss to upload to PB then have it screw up on me when uploading.....three times -_-. So anyways I got off my ass and decided to upload stuff today and if you don't know by now I *really* hate holidays :D mention it and I'll stab you :>.(P.S. this update is going to be reaaaaaaallllllllyyyyyyy long >_>)
( You are now entering the twilightzone )

So last week was finals week and damn was it hell :|. I'm glad I don't have to go through that again till another 6 months ;\. Overall the week sucked and I feel like crap and since there's maint right now it's prolly a good time to ( Update )

FInals week is next week and all the prof's are trying to pump everyone with last min info instead of tossing together a study guide or anything -o-. So up till the last day of class we have new info that's gonna be on the exam....joy. I also wrote two presentations I had to give to class with my group and they were written pretty gewd ;3 and ofc I did a fucking awesome job presenting I fuck up in the end because I'm a shitty public speaker yay.

Ah well no point thinking bout it with finals this close <_>.

( Calm before teh rapes )

That's how I feel about changes to campaign. After 2 emmergency mainteneces they've turned campaign into utter shit where mobs come withint a minute then leave after 3 mins, wtf are we supposed to do -o-. Oh yea I guses it's obvious but I got wings expansion sometime ago and it's been keeping me busy, campaign is just the besieged of the past D:. ( Onwards to the fun! )

So I guess I finally got lazy to update that much since I like to put lots of stuff in each entry. It starts to get harder when you don't really have anything you have to be at everyday so you can bitch about but I try :D. This entry is partially dedicated to the ( FUCK YOUR WINGS YOU ASSHOLE )

omg so like expansion is wednesday and I has thursday and friday off :D:D:D:D:D time to nerd it out hardcore and beat game in 2 days :D:D:D. Scholar looks pretty shitty now that some of the spell list is out and a buncha stuff I thought would be there is missing :|. Anyways in the great words of hammy ( This game promotes retardedness )

K so it's 3 am and I can't figure out why I can't sleep :| I went to sleep at like 1 am yesterday so I shooouuuullddd be fucking going to bed now but I can't -o-.

( OMG I <3 you realyu for telling me how to do this :D:D:D:D. )

K so it's been a couple of days since I've used this and I still can't figure out how to do lj cuts:|. Someone prz tell me so I can stop them from hogging up teh pages D:.

Anyways I logged in today to do more diggins(joy!) and used a total of 23 stacks today while falling asleep in the middle of digging <______>. It wasn't a complete lost today though(still level 2), I did get something cool I guess!




It looks ok I guess D: I'll post pics of mog house when people can visit and we can have hawt cyber orgies tea and crumpets keke.

Went to help Maiev with her katana wsnm after and I dragged teh momos and iggy to help too :D. Funny thing is my lazy ass still hasn't done decimation, savage blade, blade ku, and evisceration(though I don't need this I want it :E). So as we're heading there besieged is advancing and we're all like omg besieged we gotta hurry up! Rape the crab in no time and momo's all like OMG WHO NEEDS PORTS WHO NEEDS PORTS WHEER DO YOU WANT TO PORT TO!? Then we all use warp items at the same time hahaha.




<3 momos hehe. So then we all go do besieged and momo takes his sweet time grabbing all his rng gear and we're all shouting omg gate breach(secretly hoping the zone filled up so he couldn't get in kekeke). So we're all fighting and then this happens...



and momo's like FUCK YEA I LIVE.....WRONG



hahaha <3 Poor tutu barely survived too while she was going to get dinner :<



wait did I say she survived? oops



Then we went to 4 man a yovra for momomomos. Here I learned something new everyday and apparently yovra regen is nuts over water as opposed to land <____>(according to momos!). We got pretty lucky it didn't do any shitty tp moves like viorweiter barrage nor charm, but it did try keke.



Oh and grats to iggy on beating promathia :D I guess he musta missed a buncha shit while spamming through cutscenes for missions and shit so he went back to watchem.



Such a dick keke(I did this about 3 more times after LOL). So while iggy was checking out old cutscenes, I decided I was gona check a few out too!



Teh hawtness seal!




Literally the chains of promathia hehe, I wonder what the back story for the name of the expansion is going to be D: I do hope it's not something as lame as because they believe they are altana's army or something and we get some goddess action going D:<.

I decided to do sac escort early for once instead of waiting till sunday and man have I got some shitty luck, or I'm just stupid either or >_>.




Hi2u death and release lol. Then fucking stego aggro's me from inside the hall during the maze by turning around as I run by -_- this time though there was no bones to BUTTRAPE ME THROUGH THE WALL JESUS CHRIST D: and I relogged ok :D. So... ofc as luck would continue the book was wasn't in the first two rooms so I had to run past stego slut to get to other two rooms. Stego moves and I start running past him and I get stuck on his stupid gigantic foot of bullshit and as I get past him he turns on me -_-.



popped es and slept it after his second attack round, barely surviving >_>. Log back in and at this point iggy lets me in on a little secret! Apparently if you pull out the modem to your router and run past ts mobs and put it back in you basically "teleport" to that area with no aggro. I figure'd, hey I died once already for this thing might as well give it a try.



win >_____>. Guess there's really no use for this aside from getting past aggro since you technically stay in the same spot while your modem is out of router then appear at new spot when you plug it back in, could save lives in sea though <_____>.

All that work and I get rewarded with this -o-.



Fucking soooooo close bastard scroll :| hopefully Stinky and I can find time to do guests this weekend so I can nab a rivernwort :<. Speaking of stinky, he was sending me lyrics to some old song today and asked me about a line in there and I'm like I don't even know what you're talking about D:. So he tells me the song is Total eclipse of my heart by Bonnie Tyler and I have come to the conclusion that she is the biggest perv female singer with a hit single back in the 80s. The video had me going what the fuck more times than I could count it lol, I won't spoil it and you can watch it :D(P.S. the song is awesome!)



Oh and quote of the day for dinkdinks :<




B U R N S kekeke :D

razzzzzyyyyy dayyyyy D: Cleaned up round the house then took a nap cause was tired ._.). I decided to try the chocobo stable quest thing since I usually never have time to do it and I had to run this bird from sandy to lastok mines.



one min and 40 freaking seconds ok. Here's what I think about this quest and the winner



After reading up on thora's entry, I went out and tried to raise up choco digging too D:.
Otw out I met up with this in lower jeuno.




Didn't realize peopel still did this stuff lol much less hang out in jeuno <_____>. Anyways I guess I musta started on choco digging before hand because when I went out I was already on level 2 digging >_>. 240 gysahl greens later.... I'm still level 2 digging D:< wish there was some way to check your digging level with out doing the delay thing :|

Ok so I totally had to finish up writing stuff up so I didn't post at all last night ._.). It got too confusing so I moved all my entries back one day to the day they represent! but didn't change content so might get confusing I guess oh well D:. So it's wednesday but this is tuesdays day keke :<.

I learned today that I should never listen to dinky, not matter how tempting it sounds.




utter crap from bubu hot n cold! I rather go back to jungle and end up screwing up a day or two but getting something worth 10k atleast if I win >(.

I also helped fira, simsim, and zart try to pop despot today but meh 3 hours and we got nassing :|. On that note, zart recently started doing the saga of serpent general quests and that reminded me of that awesome picture I has so I went and dug it up :D.




IF YOU HAVENT DONE THOSE QUESTS DO IT NOW BECAUSE THEY ARE FUCKING AWESOME OK!? :D

Oh and friend who drew the pictures earlier made a pic of my talu! Not exactly what I was expecting but it's cute nonetheless >:3.




seal suit kekeke :D. I wanted to include some chat logs of the awesome ls chat and why I love you guys but thought it prolly wouldn't be safe <_____>.

Anyways yesterday a friend of mine got me talking about religion and we both came to the basically the same conclusion(share later!) and I was wondering what my friends thought about it so I did a little poking around :<. I asked another friend who's a Christian about it and why he follows it and it twas quite interesting. He and I were pratically the same type of person from little up till college, at which point he got into Christianity and made a complete 180 from who he was. It's weird for me hearing about how the effects of religion played a large role in his life because though we were the same type of people I could still never do what he does nor believe the things he can.

I guess I'm a bit more on the scientific side but I still believe in some stuff ;x. I could never just blindly accept faith just because I was told so. I mean I accept there's gotta be some type of supernatural power that started the world but I can't just simply pass it off as "God" and the story of Jesus Christ is pretty meh for me because there are evidence that the same story has been told atleast 7 times before it was finalized into the Bible. It was just basically a story that people made up with by studying the stars and given the time frame probably thought that something extraordinary was supposed to happen when certain coincidences happen at once and line up etc.

The other thing I dislike about religion is how it's such a lucrative business and a powerful tool over the masses. There are so many people who just blindly accept faith and the bible never questioning it. If I could only find the videos I've seen before and the documentaries of people who would go as far as to say "Dinosaurs were God's way of testing our faith". There was also a youtube compilation somewhere of how American news uses religious propaganda to sway the masses with their talks of how it's blasphemous if people say this and that about America. Well generally anything after 9/11 was very religious based and had a lot of zeal in it to try and unite Americans. While 9/11 was horrible, I don't believe it's as simple as they tried to portray it because a lot of things just didn't add up but I guess we'll never know the truth with a government like ours ;x. I'm sure the countries in the Middle East probably have the same propaganda with religion going for them and probably more so than Americans do too.

So what do I think about religion? I think it's just a huge lucrative tool used by many facets of power to control people. It is very much a business and I'm sure you could find the statistics somewhere of how much money is made by the church and the sales of bibles and new re-editions of it as well. While I don't profess(sp?) to any religion I do believe there is some form of reincarnation and ghosts too. While I couldn't answer the things that the bible can like who created the universe nor where we go after death, I will live my life according to what I believe is right or wrong and not what people tell me what's right or wrong. What deters me from doing things I feel I shouldn't is not because I believe there is someone marking down my wrong doings but because I will have some logical reason and feelings that doing that action is wrong and I won't do it.

So where do we go after death and who created the universe? Why do things happen the way they do and why are things the way they are? I couldn't tell you and while I am interested at the same time I couldn't care less. There is no point in stressing over something that will happen and you can't change, for the time being just live happy and try to make the most of each day so you won't leave too many regrets and most importantly learn from them. So what do you think about religion? >:3

I wonder how long I can keep going at this pace on writing in my LJ D:. Seems like so much work to update each day but I look forward to doing this :<. I guess it's cause everytime I read someone else's LJ I wish they'd post every once in a while too so I guess I'll do my best to update this alot keke :x

Anyways I was supposed to wake up at 8 am today to xp with loth but yea.....8 am <_____>. So I woke up at 9 and hellfire's like oh loth went to bed like an hour ago....fuck D:<. He did, however, tell me Kirata was up so for shits and giggles I went to kill it >.>. He says it's not 100% drop on the cestis so figure'd I'd get nassing with my bad luck but...



<______> now my monk is 28 but I really doubt I'd ever use these and might end up just xp scrolling monk to 37 once I'm done with ranger and stuff D:(yes I killed it for no reason other than to have them, hate me all you people who don't have a pair kekeke :D).

I also decided to get in touch with my Chinese gilseller roots today and check out the so called "new rusty cap" exploit on bg newbie section D:.



So these lesser gaylas drop anywhere from 1-3 beast blood(usually 2 when I subbed thf) and have a 5 min repop and spawns from 16:00-6:00 ingame time. Each of these bloods npc for 550gil but ofc the good route with like 6-8 bats close together is being clogged by gil sellers and some actualy thief farmers there. I took a suckier route that starts from left of outpost and goes outwards from it instead of the DA exit route and I think it hits about 6 or 7 bats but kinda further apart.

I went blm/thf and imo I thought it woulda worked quite well if I could actually not get hit -o-. 300% SA spirit taker with jupiters would give me back roughly 640ish mp so I could technically farm really fucking fast by Ga'ing all the bats then getting 300tp on a gob > sleep > SA spirit taker it in the 5 mins it'll take for bats to respawn. Ofc blm is squishy though and I take like 30 dmg a hit with 690-700 hp and I can sometimes get interupted too -o-. In the end I made about 16k in just beast bloods on that one run before it was time for maint, while people on bg said you can make atleast 40k in that time D:.


So it's Veteran's Day and I has no classes woo but I still has project due soon I has to work on and send info to memebers D:. Soooo I decided to write the two pages I need to do and send it to my partner nap through maint then go camp KA with momo after!. We made a cute friend who seemed to like zeribot and momo D:.



kors we lost claim D: cannonball was too quick :<. Ironically the person who's pt claims is the person I'll want to stab later on when I help them with Apoc nigh(he did give me a d2 though so I might forgive him).

Apoc Nigh

I has the most awesome pic I made just for momo kekeke.




K so I spelled his name wrong in ls chat sue me! it's been what uhhhh 12 years now? Anyways so we go into the fight and they're like ok azn stun the kid and I'm like ok! We get in the fight and I get all his ga spells cept one where I was terror'd and the kid dies woo. Then we get to kamacunt and I kinda forgot echos <_> he kept spamming slowga dispelga and shit and finally finished us with double grave wheel X2 wiping us out >_>. So our rdm is like hay I can use my cor's 2hr to bring yours back but I also have drk sub! So I'm thinking... chainspell stun could zerg kamacunt at low%! but no D: he went on his sis's account to wild card which, ofc, didn't work. Then he gets back on his main account and uses his cor 2hr on that too instead of saving it for chainspell stun -_-.



I don't know whether to call it good luck or maybe he's just a nice guy and they gave him a break but he gave back the war mnk and whm 2hr lol. So now before we go back this guy's like need to stun his ga's and I'm guessing he means kamacunt since I was silenced the whole time and I went back to buy a stack of echos while they were recharging their 2hrs. So second fight starts and momo kites kamacunt as I run into the kid and the fucking bindga's me 2 feet from his face and starts casting aeroga3. Needless to say I'm no elvaan and it went off, so while I'm casting blink this mother fucker casts firaga 3 and I die lulz. The rdm, who changed to drk sub for the second run, didn't stun shit and man this rdm has af2 hat and dalm too wtfux. So we has the war and mnk left and they're like omg stun! next ga 3 goes off and they both die.

In the end ofc we wipe and this war is like "man azn.....didn't feel like stunning any of those ga's eh?". So I'm like ok....I explain to him that you're relying on someone who needs to be 4 inches from his face to stun a ga and I got bound at start and I even said I was casting blink the second time he casted ga so rdm would stun. Ofc he still makes some passing jibe about stunning ga's for next time. Protip, next time don't rely on someone who needs to be up his ass to stun a spell to save your ass, either that or get someone who actually uses the fucking spell douchebag. Hope my friends get it done tomorrow night though -_-;.

Since I decided to help them I kept making stinky to wait on me for sandy 9-2 with zart :| it didn't help that they(Apoc nigh) took like 2 hours to get ready -_-. So I dragged momo to do the mission which was pretty easy win.



I'm like obsessed with sword and how awesome they look :< I wish we could gank Trion's model and use it :|


K so spoilers here if you don't wanna read about sandy storyline D: and some pics!






God his fucking armor is AWESOME looking, why can't we fucking get shit like this!? Oh and lol @ fucking "It is I, Ranperre" someone musta been lazy writing that shit up :|






more pics! and next one is Destin telling how if his sons not up to snuff he'll find someone else outside the family to rule the throne :O.




and here's what the Princes(s) really thought about that decision ;3




The king's also a creepy bastard too, don't let his propper looks fool ya D: I was almost a victim!





Anyways I finally got rank 10 after like 1.5 years of being rank 7 woo. I don't think I'll do bastok with stinky though D: I mean much as I am a whore for storyline, losing all ops and saruta just a bit harsh since now that everyone pratically lives in ToAU, Sandy's been like last and hasn't gotten many ops back <___>. It seems I made it through another day and I've found the silver lining to keep me going till the expansion comes out. So I don't think I'll be joining any other hnmls for the moment but it'll depend on how long the silver lining and expansion can hold out :<.